04 July 2014
Czasami tęsknię. Gdzieś na krawędzi, pomiędzy dziś i wczoraj. Uczucie... nie do zamknięcia w słowach. Drży na końcach rzęs.
Wpatrzona w monitor, zamknięta w jego ramach, czasem tęsknię...
To nic.
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21 March 2014
I am tired. Tired of so many things. Nights without sleep but full of dreams. I could try only one more time. To find him. To reach him. To not be alone. Again.
Do you know that feeling? That someone is just at your fingertips. You just need to turn around and everything will change. And you scared to loose the life you have, because it's safe.
And then you make decision, you do turn around and... no-one's there.
So sad.
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01 February 2014
I am tired. My days are so repeatable. Wake up, check mails, coffee, dreamweaver on, work for ages, sleep. No time for Mists, no time for zerg, no time for KLM or Gab.
Evenings are quiet. No voices in my head. They are there fighting and I am here working. Again. I siege Hills only in my dreams.
I miss their laughter.
We chatted. Not much, but I love his sense of humor. Quite like a gentle magic that removes my weariness.
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13 December 2013
There are nights like that. Mists are thick and wet. No matter how hard I stare I can't see stars anymore. Ruins are dim and foggy. Drops of fog shine on armor plates.
There are nights like this. Greatsword is heavy and sharp. Commander's shouts, all the jokes and curses. My arms hurt from all the fighting.
The keyboard seems so unreal...
Eien no Melody
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27 November 2013
Longing somewhere on the very edge of consciousness. There are others, yes. I am trained by the bests and I am learning fast. I am one of them now, not alone anymore. Running with the pack.
I hope you're doing fine wherever you are. One day we'll meet again under the different sky and under different stars. In some better place in the the Mists.
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