16 November 2013
"You can't make connections with ppl only because it's reasonable. You can't always count pluses and minuses of knowing them. It doesn't work. That way you are always alone and you just hurt them. Try to make connections not because of something but just because they are. Sometimes it's easy, sometimes you need to work on that, but it's the only way to make friends.
And the saddest thing in the world, the only thing you will regret when old, it's all the wasted chances. I don't want to waste any at all. "
But I give up. I tried. There was no point anyway.