Fulfill your dreams
30 July 2016
When all your dreams fulfill, what's left?
Waking every morning with feeling, that I have everything I wanted.
Oh, still have needs. Table, sofa or TV. Small, everyday things, that I could acquire even today. But at the higher level there is nothing I really crave for.
There is said that when you stop craving for things, you will find peace and happiness. Well, all I had found is boredom and disaffection.
I don't have a reason, really. I need something to live for, but last years I spent looking for it, brings me nothing. No passion, no desire, nothing that lasts. I could die even today without any regrets.
I am really, really lost beyond any hope.