Everdarkness
11 June 2017
The Everdarkness is back. Nearly whole year I was holding it on a bay, but it works its way slowly back. Unhappiness, no reason to live, no reason to smile.
Happiness aren't this moments when I laugh. It doesn't sum up. It's just outsides.
I am always gloomy inside, deep down in my heart, where my soul is. Always waiting for something, always impatient, always searching, always needing.
More, more, always run. Because if I stop, I'll start to think, I'll start to feel. The Everdarkness will catch up again.
And I am so tired of this fight.