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Komentarze - Everdarkness

Everdarkness

11 June 2017

The Everdarkness is back. Nearly whole year I was holding it on a bay, but it works its way slowly back. Unhappiness, no reason to live, no reason to smile.

Happiness aren't this moments when I laugh. It doesn't sum up. It's just outsides.

I am always gloomy inside, deep down in my heart, where my soul is. Always waiting for something, always impatient, always searching, always needing.

More, more, always run. Because if I stop, I'll start to think, I'll start to feel. The Everdarkness will catch up again.

And I am so tired of this fight.

Komentarze - Tired

Tired

18 June 2017

I am loosing. Nothing is as it should be.

Tired. So tired. 

I fall asleep, wake up and nothing changes. So tired as if the night wasn't there at all.

Every step is a battle. 

Not sure what's wrong but something broke and I can't figure out how to fix it.

There is no Me anymore. Just broken pieces. 

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